You will have to put your life back on gear at some point, and you should not wait too long to do this.
All of us know that ain't gone occur, so right off the bat, I'm screwed.

These problems in your mind might be triggering you higher issues for that reason you need to take them on. Self Improvement, if you put your mind to it, can be a effective and efficient tool.
The ones who love you are your real buddies, the ones who do not authorize or like you aren't.